Am i dual...!

Who're ya? I asked
I ask, ask the mirror..!
Look at ya, Is that you?
Heart empty, blood on face,
scattered, shattere, I murmured...
I ask, ask the mirror..!
I killed me, can't you see,
smothered, in void,
my hands, my knees, ain't the bruised..
I ask, ask the mirror..!
Shadows, voices, come and go,
do something, atleast some..
Pleasure! Is in limitless pain,
it'll only keep you sane,
keep me sane? I'm who?
Am I, Am I dual..!
Hopeless, yet optimist,
what if fury gave you fist,
desires are lost in mist,
what you wan't? What's the gist?
Desire to die, and hope to live...
Am I, Am I dual..!